J.

2010-06-09T02:03:00.004+08:00

I HATE LIARS.
A typical dork that goes around his contacts to look for someone to satisfy his own desires.
THEN IT DAWNED ON ME THAT I'M STILL GETTING ANNOYED BY THIS SO I DECIDED TO BLOG NOW.
So to compose this blogpost into a marginally shorter post, i'm gonna apply my summary skills now!!
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A sounded sincere in explaining>Other party decline>More explanations made>Other party manage to gave in a little, but refuse to show that he/she does>A sounds even more sincere and hover the thought of things returning to square one>Other party heard scandals about A, got pissed off and gave up completely>A act as though other party didn't exist and revert back to original self.

HAHAHA. Even though you're trying to be inconspicuous, be glad that you're so distinctive.
WELL. THIS PROBABLY MARK THE LAST POST OF MY BLOG.
Bcuz.. I'M MOVING!

After a year of :D :( :@ :/.
GOODBYE SWEETIES!

2010-06-07T00:42:00.002+08:00

CELESTE (L)(L)(L).

You know i've been so lag in blogging... until all the eventful events seem to have passed for such a long period of time and i've yet to post them up on blog.

The point is that yesterday celeste came up to my house to stay for a night.

Played dressed up!! Kiddy game, but i like (Y).

I've lesson in the morning. Meeting chee at the back back bus stop!

So bye!

2010-05-29T21:59:00.002+08:00

I'M BUSY!

Will be back with a new blogskin.

Outing with ladies tml. Class outing on monday. CCA and dental appointment on tuesday.

Will be back asap. When my laptop is back with photoshop. Teehee.

Goodbye!

2010-05-27T23:23:00.003+08:00

Nostalgic. --

Had parents teacher meeting in the morning, and 3e1's timing was early in the morning.

I'm completely worn out. From last saturday all the way till today, everyday = busy day!!

Had flu afew days ago therefore i'm more than tired.

Staying at home for the entire weekends. I'm gonna drop dead on my bed and hibernate for at least a twenty hours.

At least twenty mins late for PTM and had to attend the 3e2's session too.

Mommy was complaining she was bored and wanted to leave LTR2 badly.

Ended up at alexandra(?) road afew hours later to fix my laptop.

Cool beans.

Met jieling and went yishun together to get our jerseys and fbts.

Horrible weather. Checked the net, and temperature was around 36degree today. Almost died!!!

:@ Went back to cck and bused to jieling's house. For the 1st time we agreed on taking the bus instead of walking!!!

Imagine the heat. Some gay shit.

Called every single organisations of children home we found on the net.

Printed out the application and mail it back to them.

Went a trip down to one of the children home, but the working hours ended, therefore have to make a trip down on monday. :D

Kids are so adorable. How can you not agree???

Home and slept for a good one hour plus.

Disturbed by my phone's ringtone and drag myself to online to discuss about later's plan.

BFF was being real understanding, because i forgot there's 2e4 class outing later on and i planned to stay at home to have a nice, long talk with her.

Plan fail.

Last day of school yesterday.

Can no longer stand the sweltering heat, hence decided to cab home.

Took a nap and met up with sb at around 7plus. Trained to west mall and watched the movie, "Niyang Rapik".

The movie wasn't exactly scary. A nice twist at the very end.

What spooke us out was the ambience that send chills down our spine.

The whole theatre consist of only 5 living humans, including us.

When you scan through the whole place, there's literally no one in sight.

Scary right!!

As i scan through my entire msn contacts. This used-to-be-significant person's name cross over my mind. I felt the anguish of grief at that instant. Whatever that had happen was a complete disaster, leaving the other party into a disastrous state. "He's not someone perfect. He's not an angel with a halo on top. He's just any ordinary guy that you get to see on the streets". But why is it despite knowing all these, i'm still consistently seeking for the impossible.

Things were smooth sailing in the begining of the year, because he was there.

Sadly, things start to went haywire, and in fact out of hand because he wasn't there anymore.

Smiles on the surface, and hurt beneath the skin.

Never misintepret this short little paragraph. It means alot to me, because is stuffs that i geuninely feel about.

People whom think that i'm just messing my words up aren't thinking hard enough because y'guys are just taking the finale by judging this less than a thousand words paragrah. There's clearly so much meaning behind all these.

I reckon that you should keep everything to yourself.

As for this special someone i used to talk about every single time. I'm having second thoughts whether he's still reading this, because i mia from blogging a period of time and he won't bother to read anymore. Secondly, i guess he won't give a flying fuck to this matter.

Well, i'm referring to this anonymous xxx.

One reason why i did not delete away this site and insist on blogging was because there's too many things in stored here and just by having the thought of deleting it away was... impossible.

Okay. There's too many things left unsaid. I'll post them up in a go the next time.

Meantime, i should get some sleep. My eyelids weigh like 10000000g.

2010-05-24T22:16:00.003+08:00

Is been ages since all of us went out together :)

Happy happy. Extremely happy.

(Post up the photos soon. I need to get the pix from the respective people.)

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Roll eyes on this specific person that leaked out something that wasn't suppose to be known to so many people. Is as though now everyone know what's going on. Okay i think i exaggerate a little.. But still my point is still there. Well, great job. This unfortunate incident didn't befall on you obviously you aren't obliged to tell anyone what's going on. Thanks for the 'LOL', comparing your circumstances is so much unfortunate than mine(I wonder if it cause you so much sorrow, why you are still reluctant to seek help) o.o, and telling people what's with me w/o obtaining permission from me.

God knows what i've been through. The amount of courage i mustered to face all this. And thanks to you(you didn't know the full damn story), people might cast the wrong impression on me. (Y) Tell me. How can i face people with this dirty, filthy self? :)

2010-05-24T00:21:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday darling. :)

Woke up late>Jieling's house>Keathong market with jieling glen and hsiangwee>Bus to school>Mediacorp>Recording>Bus>School>The same old auntie irritate us by pouring water down>Quarrel was escalated>Police was informed>Statement was taken>Trained to wlds>Settle ourselves at pizzahut>Ate>Enjoyed>Home with jieling. :)

Overall, today was an excellent day. I'm too exhausted to type any further.

I'm going school tml! Punggol afterwards with jieling to pay our bags that we bought online.

Cool beans. Is purple line.

Goodbye. Blog tml. All the photos are with jieling. O:

2010-05-23T01:16:00.002+08:00

TIRED.

I think i'm half gone physically. Boo.

Slept as early as 5am today, woke at 1.12pm. In the end, i was late because clique was meeting at 1pm. One hour late.

Nonetheless, my clique is forever late for everything, therefore, james'bro was later than me. Cool beans.
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Cleared our to-do-list first by going popular to get our materials, and headed to lewies house.

Accidentaly left glen at the interchange. LOL!

Reached, the guys were gaming like their objective of going lewies' house is to enjoy themselves.

Typical gays. So is a norm to see girls doing all the stuffs. Iain'meimei feel glad okay.

I'm still driving midnight car at jieling's house.
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Around 6 plus decided to go off already, as me and jieling are meeting weizhan and gerald at clementi.

Siewboon's daddy decided to pick her up. So.. We got on the car too. :D

Reached cck, and saw lanjia'darling. LOL. Initially plan to find gossip1 and gossip2. In the end plan failed. LOL.

Go all the way to eat long joh silver, when is actually readily avaliable at cck. Joke.

LOL. Went back at 9plus. Home first, and went jieling's house again.

Hilda and lanjia arrived shortly after, and left slightly before midnight.

Stayed at jieling's house for quite sometime and daddy is sweet enough to fetch me home at around 2am plus.

Need to turn in now.

I've to reach jieling's house with glen and hsiangwee bros at 11am.

Goodnight. :D

Happy 15th birthday lanjia'darling, muack.

2010-05-22T02:36:00.002+08:00

Cool. I'm back.
Life's great again. Surprise? :D My mood have been ridiculously extreme over the past few days.
One second i'm laughing away, and the other i became all emoish.
I got kinda pissed off with myself for feeling this way. Is gay. I was supposedly to get better on thursday. But i cried like an idiot during counselling.
Anyway, what makes me think that i'm alright is that i'm no longer carrying this facade around.
I'm quite surprised that my parents are very supportive, calm(okay, maybe not) and most importantly understanding.

There's so many stuffs that's going around my life which probably i won't be able to catch up with them all.
I'm no longer that hardworking to post up every single thing. :x
I don't know what happen when i'm staying at home for the past few days? Probably out with clique, people visiting me. Stay at home and reflect k lol gay shit.

Anyway. Tml and sunday going to be 2 great days (Y).
I'm meeting clique in the afternoon to do nsc banner, dinner with weizhan'bro and gerald'dad at clementi, and prolly meet siewboon'girlf at night.
Sunday. There's something in the morning. But i forgot what :x School in the afternoon to go nsc with the school. Movie and dinner with clique at night. :D

Yay.

2010-05-19T23:33:00.003+08:00

Gloomy days with broken hearts.

Cool. I got myself to change my blogskin after weeks of blogger skin, and months of miaing from blogskinning.
Took me hours to find, code and arrange them to the alignment i want.

Daddy's laptop not helping either.

Well. Tomorrow's a thursday(day4) and i'm finally going back to school.

Sounds weird but i'm feeling exceptionally nervous for school tomorrow.

I'm officially gone from school since last friday. So it adds up to 4days missing from school.

I think teachers are getting cranky. Heard from minjin mdm tan's called my house this morning.

I think she did. But i'm sleeping. And neither my parents are at home.

She gave up halfway. But hey! I've excuse. I called Mr tan up just now, explained and end up the same like yesterday and the day before.

Enough of self proclaim holiday. Go back to school, face the reality, and most importantly seek help.

Hope tomorrow things don't turn nasty to me.

Not only do i hope things won't turn nasty to me.

I do hope that tomorrow's gonna be a smooth day. Afterall, i'm returning back to school finally after the whole ordeal.

I won't want to collapse, lose myself, turn into a breathless wreck with a cracked skeleton.

Btw. I think we urgently need a clique outing. Be it me, you, her or him. Don't you think we lack of mutual trust between one or another? Okay probably not really mutual trust. I believe we know each other and stuffs like that. But... Something is obviously lacking.

Okay get to me soon the 15 of you. I love y'guys so much. :)

Thanks for all the concern. And see me in sch 2ml.

I've 3 more missions to complete b4 i can sleep 2night.

I find it weird to sleep before 4am. O.O

2010-05-18T03:43:00.003+08:00

终于学会了坚强。再也不会懦弱。---

Goodbye to all the frigtening nightmares.

The long torturing nightmare that never fails to wake me up from my slumber is now gone.

No more self digressing. No more looking down on myself. No more throwing tantrums.

To cut this short. I'm done with the hangover period.

2 days of whinning, crying. Behaving sloppily. Cold replies. All those so-not-like jingci's actions/ways are coming to an end.

Love those who stood by me throughout.

I wouldn't have gone through the whole ordeal so fast w/o you guys.

I think i'm finally accepting the harsh reality.

To add on. I'm not as vulnerable as you think i am. I may not have voice out anything, but that doesn't mean, if it pounce on me the second time, i would react the same way.

To live with it, just feel glad that this actually happens.

Out of a few hundred people outside. The probability of happening to you might be a one out of a hundred and fifty.

My oh-so-fantastic dreams were dashed. But, it acts as a wake-up call, to get me off this horrifying nightmare.

A harsh one indeed.

I'd have salute and give a standing ovation to whoever that ever make this happen. I worship you completely.

W/o whoever, i wouldn't be skipping school for 3days in a row.

I wouldn't be wipping away my tears for 2days.

I wouldn't be hugging my darlings and them comforting me all the way.

I wouldn't be behaving in this oddish manner.

I wouldn't be sitting here typing all these out.

There's so much so much to list down.

But. Shall we throw all these unhappy memories down to the drain? :)

I'm still quite pleased that you appeared in my life.

Wow. How irony.

Laughing is the best medicine.---

I started laughing heartily during one of the mass conver. Okay maybe not mass conver.

I left all the mass conver because i know it would affect the rest.

Xxx started talking crap. And next moment i started laughing. Anyway, thanks bro. (L)

Thanks sis(s)/girlf(s) for the hugs and concerns. Thanks bros for checking on me consistently. And, to everyone that text me with all the long messages. (L)

Well how fortunate am i? :) Mommy was being real nice.

She didn't probe on me, though she know something bad must have happen.

I woke up with my eyes red, puffy and swollen. She questioned me, but i declined answering her.

She must have feel hurt, but still, i can't bring myself to tell her what happen.

I'm remorseful and guilty enough for hurting her this way.

To aide me in recovering better, Iain'meimei and i are going out in the morning!! :D:D:D

Probably after i wake. He's gonna do art with me y'know. Aw, so sweet.

I hope after tomorrow. I would stop skipping school for the rest of the term. Go school and receive my results bravely.

My yearly routine of not going school to collect results have always been the same since sec1.

Well, hope that tomorrow will be a great day. :)

I'm looking forward to it. :D:D:D

The remedy of picking yourself up from a once rotten life, is to receive love from your love ones. ---

To prove that i'm actually getting better, i decided the best way is to start afresh.

Therefore, i'm starting it by cleaning my room.

Is has always been so messy since mid-years started.

Study table filled with notes, drawings, equations, terms yada yada is a norm.

I'm sick of seeing my room being so outrageously messy.

I'm finally doing something about it. :)

Hope this enthusiasm that's engulf in me won't die down so easily.

Wait. Before i end this post of, a thankyou to james'bro for accing me till almost dawn, when you have school later. Hahahaha. (L)

Alright. Goodnight sweeties.

2010-05-17T20:52:00.003+08:00

怎么哭到麻木了呢。

I stayed at home and stone for the entire day.

I think and thought, cried and stopped.

Been absolutely upset still.

Tell me. Am i ready to face to world with this heidous self of mine.

Tell me. People who know. Will they judge from from then on.

And tell me. How am i able to face myself.

I'm reluctant to give in.

Staying put at home until i think i'm clean enough to face other people.

2010-05-16T23:45:00.004+08:00

The only reason why i've been keeping this blog all these while despite not updating regularly is because in one sense or another, is my bestfriend.

Not being desperate, because i can't find any friend or anything. The reason lies with it being a non living thing, which apparently can be here for me 24/7. Not groaning or moaning.

I think i can officially announce that i'm back from all these hiatus/mia/brb status?

Mye's over. Should have slap myself awake or at least something like that for allowing myself get distracted over some papers.

That should be the reasons for the unsatisfactory results.

Spinning in a whirlpool of emotions right now.

No direction of where i'm heading to, what i'm feeling, and most importantly, what i clearly want.

One word to describe it all - daze.

Nevertheless, i'm always contented that though all these melodramatic scenes always have characters popping in that play an important role initially, but gone the next, i still have true friends that stay.

Is all their genuine actions that touched me from the heart.

Likewise, it happens to today sceanario.

I'm actually still quite bummed out by what happen today. Which will prolly be a chaotic for a period of time, before it will end it with ease.

Is just all the feelings rummaging within the heart. Shall find a flawless solution and cure it soon.

I don't have a perfect adjective to describe today.

But rest assure 38s and sweets, i won't grieve on it any further.

Neither would i rattle on anyone like a complete bitch.

Home and out to jieling's house instantly. Started pouring again.

And thanks celeste(bff) for calling me countless of times just to make sure i'm not doing anything stupid.

Though you aren't literally there and shit you for not picking my call, i know you're making it to me somehow :$. Awwwwwwwww.

Forever 38s, Hilda, Siewboon, Huiyun, Jieling, Lanjia. Came running along shortly.

Super sweet for all of you to sit there and watch me at my lowest point of time.

I'm doing fine, really. I sincerely thank you all for all the motivations and comforts.

I'm able to withstand the blow. :)

Xoxo's to you all for the hugs. Rest assure, i'l get plenty of rest and see me around in school on tuesday.

On the advice part, i don't think i'm able to heed any of your advices..?

I'm tired of all the scandalous and stuffs.

My favourite couzzy, eekie was being real nice like for the 1st time :O!!!!!

She insist on coming over tofind me though the sky was raging with thunders and she didn't brought along her umbrella.

Mac's deal off. :)

Enough of all the heartwrenching stuffs.

Quoted from celeste "Treat this as an experience and not indulge yourself into a more dangerous situation the next time". Love you gay bff.

To you:

Sorry for not being the most suitable candidate. I'm never gonna fulfill your happiness and needs. Perhaps someone suitable will come along the way and replace me? :) Not being antagonistic and hostile here. But hope the next won't be as nasty and unwilling as me. I've no idea what to type for you anymore. Maybe, a short "All the best" for you. My once significant special someone.

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Anti climax.

My tears are welling up in my eyes again. Hey tayhuiyun.

You're right. You got it all right. I'm dumbfounded and crestfallen.

I've nothing to say. And my heart broke into millions of pieces from those thousand of pieces.

In great agony. I hate those pains inflicted on me.

I'm in pain.

Wake me up by those obnoxious sunlight when i wake up in the morning.

2010-05-16T00:33:00.003+08:00

SO BUSY.
I went out to town with jieling and lanjia on thurs.
Siewboon to ikea and town yesterday.
Dinner with yehlin and celeste yesterday
Jieling to alot places ++ town again.
Late movies with bff today.

TOWN AGAIN TOMORROW.
Duet with jieling next. And dinner with siewboon, jieling, lanjia, hilda, fanglian huiyun.
HAPPYBEE.

2010-05-14T11:36:00.002+08:00

I'm forever sad. Goodbye.

2010-05-11T15:31:00.002+08:00

Came online with my mom's phone. And decided to come into this site for a short while. Whole week of exams. Ranging from emaths to the three different sciences were tiring. Not to mention i stayed up till around 1 and woke at 5 to study chemistry. But somehow, something within me hint me that i won't do well. K. Time factor is one. I almost couldn't complete the whole paper. A hard one. Physics is the heartbreaking one. I leave out a ten question blank. I don't understand physics. All the applications and stuffs like that. :( tomorrow's my last second paper, bio. Consisting of a hundred and seventy pages to read, understand, comprehend and memorise. Hope i don't screw up tmr paper too. Emaths paper two marks the end of mye on thursday. Following up a string of activites neatly pl
anned for the weekends. I hope it makes a strong motivation to urge me study harder. Oh well. Back to page 19. I have the whole night to read. Goodbye.

Babyl (L).

2010-05-09T16:43:00.002+08:00

This is officially driving me nuts.

Is finally sunday. Which means, ending off this very unlucky week. :@

First, My contact lens tore into two. After wearing like less than 5 days.

Second, My hair colour got caught like again. And was ordered to dye back within this week. If not, can't take MYE.

Third, i thought i lost my pencil case. Jianhao told me he saw it on the table. But junhong told me the cleaner would take it away if is not placed under the table. Both my calculator and pencil case. So i start to panic and went to buy everything again. Cost me like 50 dollars in total.

And when i reached home, renjie told me he put under the table for me :@

Fourth. My pen dropped on the floor upon buying. And i've to get it change tml.

Yesterday had study group with 3e1 at je library. Unproductive.

Pledge to commit myself into more books today.

Amaths is much easier as compared to emaths.

Lanjia came over to my house to stay and she went home in the morning.

Anyway.

Happy mommy's day. Hope you like the bottle of stars i gave you.

And nonetheless, the letter i wrote. <3

Okay. Is study time now.

Xoxo, l.

2010-05-07T15:49:00.004+08:00

This is way too unexpected.

K prolly because "People only talk to you, when they find the need to".

Agree....?

My bad habit is back. I slept through the evening and forget to go tuition.

Dua my tuition tchr sia :@:@. Later tmr he niam me like mad again sian 123456789.

I lost my sec2 textbook!!! I throw away before last year EOY. And i need it now for my Emaths test on monday!!

Busybee. Yesterday, study amaths and geog until i want die.

Okay hope my combine human and amaths can do well :)

Left 3 sciences and emaths paper. I hope i will wake up tmr morning on time and attend tuition.

Emaths must score well!!!!!!!!!!

Shall end here now. Watch tv!!!

Xoxo.

P/s: Cut my hair from side to bangs. Bang.

2010-05-03T01:46:00.003+08:00

Back for a moment.

Changed this site to a simpler skin just now. Nothing much. Plainly because i'm away from this site for quite a period already.

Reasons were because i'm too tangled up with school and stuffs like that.

Missed out so much in blogging.

Can't help but to feel that life pass so much faster compared to last year.

Don't you agree?!?!?!?!?!

Perhaps is all those workload and to-do-list make one feel that time's ticking away.

Life have been pretty fair to me i guess.

My schoolwork have been manageable. Though it can be better.

My clique's not taunted by anything/anyone.

My family's doing fine too.

Yes. So what more could i ask for?

Pictures here and there.

Various activities that i've been engaged in recently.

Not all. And i've to yet to upload some into my laptop.

Have been spending time with people within the clique.

Here and there. Spend quite an amount of time with lanjia this week.

Stayed at her house during on of the friday night.

Tuition, studying, lunch etc. Too many to list down. Blast (Y).

Additionally. I think on the 13th, 14th and 15th of may, is gonna be fantastic!!

Around 2weeks away. But activities are already neatly laid. Efficient or what.

Can't help but to say i'm already in the holiday mood..................... Ohno. Bad news.

Hope to better well concentrate in my amaths and geog for this week.

Maybe read up on biology, chemistry and phyiscs first.

English p1 was not okay. So was hmt p1.

I hate writing gong han. Because is such a bother to memorise all the 8pts.

But that's not the problem. The problem was the gong han qus was written in such a way that it confuse me, so i chose sihan. But sihan have so little points to write!!!

And teachers tend to be stricter in sihan because the format's not as confusing as gonghan!! :@

Yea, and from there. Is obvious i chose sihan. Damn.

Both papers i didn't have the time to even read through once.

Same goes for SS.

Okay nine more papers to go.

So toodles.

Abrupt ending.

And you know what. I (L) my (L)s(myclique) so much.

At the same time. I don't like attention seeking people. And on top of that.

Let me add this statement on. I live for myself.

Bye. Miss me!!

2010-04-20T20:26:00.003+08:00

Final lap before exams and i thought things were going smooth sailing for me. Wrong.

I screwed up in my recent physics test. Bad omen?

Perhaps. But on another thought, have i ever pass physics? o:

Got back my chem test. Pass, but badly done. CO concert the day before? Excuse, yes no?

Emaths drop to a B. What more could i say?

Just pass my amaths. Needless to say, far more than disappointed.

On top of that. I did badly for my composition. I wrote out of point. Therefore only manage to secure slightly more than a pass. Compre test was gonecase. I failed.

Other subjects were soso? Or lower.

I'm never gonna be contented with this results.

I know if these distractions i'd is not going away, i'm afraid i'm not able to divert all my attention to studying.

Yes, i know the importance and consequences of this MYE. And i genuinely want to do well.

But can i?

Like what the picture have said. We were suppose to enjoy life as much as one can.

But is everyone doing so? :/

Life is so much of a bother that we're usually so busy handling or doing those whole chunk of stuffs till we don't get to enjoy.

I'm demoralised.

By what one may ask.

By my own actions. My own capability to handle problems. My attitude i have towards things around me.

I'm dishearten because i always have this nasty temper. And i can't seem to change for the better.

Instead it just got worse.

I did a bad job in being a daughter, a friend and fail to live up to the expectations people had for me.

Am i really that bad?

Isn't it amazing to witness time flies w/o you knowing?

One min you are in the arms of your parents, and next, you're infront of the study table struggling to do a maths sum.

Anyway. My point for this whole wordy post is that.

I know i fail as a friend. To whom should be kept confidential for the time being.

I'm just feeling guilty for not being able to perform well as a friend.

But to whomever that is reading this at any point of time.

I urge you all to think far more ahead. Think about every actions and any one you speak to.

Know what's the consequences of doing anything reckless.

I don't want anything to be strained because of these minor mistakes.

I'm not mentioning names. But really. I hope anyone who reads this get my point.

Create your own flower and brighten up your life.

I hope this post do make some sense.

Posting this when i'm like half dead. And i didn't bother to do any editings.

Btw. Cheerup bro. You'll always have me.

2010-04-18T22:23:00.002+08:00

I tell you something disappointing okay......................

The something is the fact that, i still can't come out with the post by this week.

And is not that i'm not making any effort to blog.

I did! I swear. I already resize all the pictures and upload them into photobucket.

But i couldn't spare out any more time for me to come out with the post.

Another week before MYE. How can you expect me to be lazing around!!!

I've uncompleted homeworks.

English, i'm left with 30pages ++ of compre?

Amaths assign 1,2,3.

Chemistry workbook.

Sighs.

School gonna end late tmr. I've chem extra lesson till 5.45+++. Gonna ask mdm tan some stuffs tmr. Can't seem to understand chem.

Boohoo. With the amount of uncompleted homework i've...... How am i able to finish revising my emaths. Graphs of functions tomorrow.

Boohoo. Moan.

2010-04-17T02:14:00.003+08:00

Ohno!! I went back on my words again. LOL.

No big deal actually. I always fail to blog on time.

I'm exhausted right now. Far more than what i've expected.

I could hardly bring myself to sit straight infront of the laptop screen.

Anyway, my main point is not this.

My main point is that, some people just couldn't stay out of other people's affairs. *Roll eyes*

Ohno, are you gonna malign me for gossiping or bitching behind you again?

And then ask someone to convey yr message to me with a hidden agenda.

After that go around asking people about their opinions towards me times and times again?

Oh damn. I don't give a fuck whether you're gonna be hostile and antagonistic towards me.

Used to you hurling a chain of spiteful statements about me. And at the same time, weep and bitch about me to others. Like wtf only. Fucking aa.

n1.

I'm gonna sleep now. Goodnight.

Mommy might be bringing me for shopping, if i wake before 6pm. LOL.

2010-04-11T14:08:00.002+08:00

Ohno ohno ohno!!!
I think i went into a state of mia without a trace.
I'm absolutely sorry to jolene goh best partner.
I didn't know you were looking for me, till i read yr blog just now.
Aye, if i'm not online next time just send me a text okay!!!

CelesteChua' bestfriend called me yesterday.
Had a 2-3-4hours of long chat with her.
All the way till around 5am?

Sighs, i'm so lag behind............. i haven't blog about:
Weizhan, gerald, syl coming up my house before the last saturday cca practice for sec4 seniors.
Cello/Bass outing.
Random days i'd.
Learning feast day1.
Going my dad's workplace with group.
Learning feast day2.
Fareast trip with jieling.

Yoohoo. Is not that idw to blog!!
Is just that my laptop not with me. And i'm not using my lappy now.
Will be back.

Meeting celeste on wed. Yay.

2010-04-10T13:10:00.003+08:00

My laptop's down!!!!!!! Mommy help me to send it for repair afew days ago.
Wireless spoil. 95 $$$$$$$$$$$$$$. She niam me like mad again. LOL.
These few days, a total blast!!!

No normal lesson. Had our learning feast. Inside applied learning.
Boomz. Thanks to whoever that's in applied learning for these 2days.
Made my day.

Jieling cammy have around 100plus photos.
My phone have ard 100 plus photos.
My cammy have ard 100plus photos.
And afew photos here and there.

So i'll be back to post up all the photos soon. When my laptop's fixed.
Or.. if huiyun blog the photos faster than i do. Go her blog too okay. :D
Okay. Meeting jieling at 2pm. So bye for now. :)

2010-04-05T20:55:00.002+08:00

Nice monday blues (L).
Woke up late in the morning. Screwed enough.
Luckily manage to catch a later 188 bus and reach school in time.

School was relatively fine though. Did all the usual stuffs.
Ended school after doing english test.

Nice spoil my mood totally.
At times, is really infuriating because i can't stand it when someone you're really close with rattle behind your back and worse still, acts all pity infront of me or whatever nonsencial actions.
Not once. Maybe twice, thrice. Can't count the number of times with my bare fingers.
Not that i want to whine here or what so ever. But went slacking with girlfriend today like oh so finally. Since school reopen, i haven't even went out with her once for god damn sake.
And she told me stuffs like these, and i can't suppress myself not to grumble a lil.

Hey. Isn't it heartbreaking to witness these scenes keep repeating and repeating.
How sad because if i stir this matter up there's definitely dire consequences.
Heat wrenching.

Random post, yes?

2010-04-04T22:47:00.002+08:00

Laptop died on me luh. Can't use msn nor surf the net.
Using daddy's lappy now.
Nevermind. Died at the correct time.

Can start mugging for exams.
Okay, i think i still will be on fb using phone.
So catch me there. :)

2010-04-03T23:21:00.004+08:00

Back.

Enjoy myself with CO members both yesterday and today. Thanks guys. :)

Started the day off yesterday by having E-maths paper 1. Screwed up the paper.

Totally forgot about sec2 formulas. Oops.

A-maths paper was slightly better? Thanks gerald>Sylvester for the answers for........ partial fractions. LOL.

Went home, placed my stuffs. And went off to meet weizhan, gerald and sylvester.

Accompany them to have their dinner. And we bused to jurong point.

Nice shopping trip weizhan (Y). LOL.

Took away supper @ 302. And they came over to my house.

Quality time spend(LOL). Funny weizhan. Made me laugh like some LOL.

Sylvester and gerald manage to wake weizhan up at 5am? And drag him back to gerald's house.

Took at nap like 2hrs? Or 3?

Late for CO. Very. Reached school at 9.15am.

Okay nice stepping down ceremony or whatever you called that.

Not very emotional at that period of time. Anti climax.

Cello bass had their outing after school.

School>Causeway Point>Food court>Huiqi's house>Home.

Long day out. Energy drained.

Sort out the photos and post them asap. I'm too tired to do so right now.

Have to complete all my homeworks by today. If not :@. Cannot sleep.

Okay.

Bass seniors> I've already pen down all those heartfelt feelings in the letter itself.

Really the best seniors i could ever find. :) I won't say much here anymore.

Letter lengthy enough already. Happy reading.

You want chocolate?! You want i also dw give you. Go buy it yourself. LOL.

HAHAHAHA. The duck so cute. Right iain meimei. Please say yes.

Anyway thanks to respective people who gave me presents. Will appreciate them much.

Some people are purely seeking attention. Common sense, when my reply is cold it means i don't feel like talking to you. And then you start to expect this and that from me. Makes me irritated because you're nothing in my eye and yet you expect so much stuffs from me. Dumbass.

Stop probing on my personal stuffs. And get lost.

2010-04-02T01:34:00.003+08:00

Morning earthlings.

Still busy. I'm still busy. My to-do-lists are getting longer and longer and longer and longer.

Seriously, have to finish them by this weekend.

If not, i'm gonna suffer for the whole of next week.

Did i mention i've tuition everyday next week?! Though is only a short period of one week, but still, tedious.

On top of that, i still have extra lessons/remedial. Tests after school because i didn't attend school on thurs.

Today's a short day infact.

Went for sports day though i'm really not feeling well.

Bused to jurong point with clique. Had lunch. Home. Slept. Tuition. Met jialing and jieling at lot one and home.

Celeste called me just now. Finally. Had a short chat. Realise i hadn't been watching movies for ages. :(

Sigh. Tomorrow's gonna be another long day ahead. Is a good friday mind you.

Yet i'm going out, because i have Emaths paper 1 and Amaths paper 1.

Jurongpoint with bestbrother(weizhan) afterwhich.

Post again soon. :)

2010-03-31T21:43:00.003+08:00

Sports day tomorrow. Idk where is it held at, meeting clique at bukit batok tomorrow.

Home>Junhong's house>Consult doctor>Home.

2nd trip to the doctor within a wk. First time was food poisoning and now flu and cough.

Tuition tomorrow.

Refer to to-do-list now.

2010-03-29T20:29:00.002+08:00

I'm suffering from all those assignments, tests and to-do-list.

I need a break.

2010-03-27T22:26:00.003+08:00

CO CONCERT WOULD COMMENCE AROUND 19 HOURS LATER. WOO.

Anticipating the arrival but on another hand, nervous too.

Later i play wrong how? Aiya don't need you say, i also will play wrong. LOL.

SCARED123456789.

Fugly ugly terrible hair tmr. Black orhpiang wulu hair.

Nice stupid tall heels.

Okay nevermind. Clique coming tmr!!! Woo so happy.

But i haven't start on my homework sia. Chem test on monday

HOW TO STUDY????????????????????????????????????????

LATER I TMR FORGET BRING MY THINGS HOW?????

Later i walk on the stage fall down how!!!!

Later i flip the scores the stand fall on the floor how?!

LATER I SCREW UP IN GIGUE HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LATER MY HAIR VERY O.O HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-24T19:26:00.002+08:00

Day3 only.

Furious week though ;( Had bio and amaths lesson after school. Ended at around 5.

Daddy's gonna bring back a new cammy today!!

One piece of news worth to be happy about.

Monday.

1. Super high in the morning. Paste plaster on renjie's eye. LOL.

2. School wasn't that bad after all.

3. Stayed back after school with Siewboon, Jieling and Minjin.

4. Went home after the heavy rain stopped.

Tuesday.

1. Start to feel more reluctant to go school.

2. Performance at hall, was terrible. Stage fright lmao.

3. CCA.

4. I PASS SS BY 2 MARKS!!!!!!

5. Jingkai came back CCA. And he help me burn Photoshop cs4 disc!! Thanks okay ;)

6. Tuition teacher was sick. So no tuition.

7. Went to cut my hair with mommy.

Wednesday.

1. Totally drag myself out of the bed.

2. Hair and attire spot check.

3. Hate today geog lesson. I don't understand what she's teaching.

4. Nice. Change ss teacher too -.-

5. Took my ic already!!

6. Extra lesson all the way till 5.

7. Walked to the bus stop with zhenghong, iain, jianhao, lewies. Bused home with jieling.

E-maths test on indices and coordinate geog on friday.

Chemistry test on covalent bonding on monday/tuesday?

Amaths test on Indices, surds and Partial fractions on wed.

E.Geog test from the 1st topic all the way till deforestation.

Tomorrow, 4hr30mins of A/E maths tuition.

Friday, CCA and tuition.

Saturday, CCA. Perhaps, help out darling for her piano exams.

Sunday, CONCERT!!!!!

If chem test's on monday, how to study for the test........... lol.

Appealing school life? Hahaha.

Anyway, happy 15th birthday renald. Hope you read this.

E-maths homeworks now.

I don't like functions and graphs :( Mafan.

2010-03-21T22:38:00.003+08:00

Time really flies. Today's the last day of the 1wk school holiday.

Another 2more month before the june holidays?

Term 2, i suppose gonna be a long and tedious term. And hopefully, i'm able to endure it all.

MYE this term, and i hope that i won't regret for not putting in sustainable effort.

Is gonna be a busy term ahead, esp the 1st week.

CO concert's on sunday. Hope it goes well. ^^

For the next term, i hope i could throw all distractions to the back of my head.

Which includes using the laptop, sleeping, tv and phone.

CO concert to go well. Meaning, i won't screw up in cello/bass solo.

Blood test to go well. Lastly, no thursday-friday blues.

Because end of the week = Getting more and more tired. So = anyhow attitude. LOL.

Time management is the key!

Okay. Won't be updating as often now. Busy with school life -twist-

Meeting yehlin, gerald(?!), renald(?!?!?!?!?!!?) for dinner tomorrow.

Shall go off now! Ciaos.

P/s: I ♥ the 15 of you, excluding me and Celestec.

P/s/s: I forgot to include. Stop my materialistic wants.

2010-03-21T02:21:00.003+08:00

I think i'm screwed right now.

Incomplete homework.

Flu.

I can't take off my contacts.

Gonna complete all maths, 6newspaper article, physics and half of chem by tmr.

Suppose to complete by today. But, fuck my contacts.

Help.

2010-03-18T22:02:00.005+08:00

I replaced my misplaced ezlink card already!!!!!!!!!

K i swear i'm gonna keep my stuffs properly. I lost my ezlink card twice already.

Went tuition with darlingz and after which acc her to buy her slipper. LOL.

I think i very happy today, because i kept laughing. Laughed throughout the entire tuition y'know!

Tomorrow need wake up at 8am, because doctor's appointment at 11am. :@ How to wake up you tell me!! Then, after that, there's cca. And, tuition. Boohoo.

Walao, i realise right. Recently, got people go ard other people's blog and tag using my name.

Trying to malign me? Fuck off man seriously.

(I don't twit -__________- Losers)

Anyway, i'm not gonna tag at other's blog from now onwards. Incase people mistake these morons for me.

PHYSICS FOR NOW. BYE!

Idk where i placed my phone again. LOL.

2010-03-17T21:32:00.003+08:00

Had 3hrs of emaths tuition today. 12.30-3.30. Exhausting!!! I don't understand functions and graphs.

Tomorrow, there's 3hrs of amaths tuition!!!!! 12.30. EARLY.

Yesterday, cca was 10am in the morning. Went, and during lunch time, went out of school with weirong and gerald. Saw the whole of cello bass there, so had lunch with them.

Went back school for full orchestra after that. Train home with jialing and jieling.

Halfway through, called lanjia. Went back home, and went back to batok to find joey and co.

Dinner with lanjia, hilda and joey. Late for tuition -_________- So ran there.

Did emaths homework. Couldn't concentrate. Prolly slept too late the day before.

Completed only afew questions on coordinate geometry. :(

Bused back with lanjia to cck and homed at 11.

JGJY CAME TO FIND ME TODAY.

Abrupt ending now.

Bye.

2010-03-15T19:10:00.002+08:00

Watching flowers through midst.

Edit finish the pictures, and uploaded them to photobucket already.
Use a very very very long time. -____________-

Yesterday, woke up late, because slept late the previous night.
Everyone were suppose to meet at 4.30 at lot one. But i think the guys went lan and thus, we went there on seperate ways.
Joey came up to my house first, because she's early. Went downstairs to fetch her.
Subsequently, jieling, sandra, celeste and siewboon reach my house.
Yay, they wait for me for half an hour. Rofl. K ps k :x

Train to dover with them. They got speech disorder, sian :(
Got one unknown number very keai. Send a love poem. Joey call the number till, the person off his/her phone. LOL.

K, reached there and met with the guys.
Went into the concert hall. And we sat at the back.
No idea why, but i kept laughing throughout the whole concert.

Interval, went around camwhoring with people. Bad fringe day, because i've long fringe.
Make me look like i've bad hair day. Boohoo.
After interval, went to the last row to sit with huiyun and co.
I think i laugh throughout the whole thing again.

Went out of the concert hall. Took group pic there and we saw miss lim!!!
So cool. So we took pic with her :D:D:D:D:D
Stayed there for awhile, joey went back first, because her daddy fetching her.
While the rest train back.
Decided to go yewtee to have supper together.

But, after which, dabao mac back home with jieling.
Mrted back with her. :)
Reached home at 11plus.

Yay, okay picture picture pictures!!!!!!!!!
K happy viewing ok. Thank me leh!!!!!! I edit and upload, and copy and paste.
Okay... Photo with miss lim!!!!!!
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Though she everytime catch my attire but she's a good chinese tchr (Y).
Hope my chinese o lvl this year, won't disappoint her though O:

Okay, i finally finish blogging!!!!!!!!!!
K bathe now.
Suppose to do homework today lo. But then, blog and blog and blog till i haven't do.
This post + editing took me hours. :(

Okay. Shall go off now! Ciaos.

2010-03-15T03:50:00.002+08:00

Daddy's coming back later at night. Can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jingkai told me he's gonna burn the photoshop series for me :D

Happy happy pea.

2more days to half a month. Sighs.

This feeling is unbearable.

I'm feeling upset and miserable.

But do you?

2010-03-15T02:39:00.003+08:00

I'm a happy girl today :)
Firstly, i have plentiful of sleep for the day.
Secondly, i'd my mask, and i webcam with girlfriend before preparing.
Thirdly, i went to swiss serenade with clique and took many many many many pictures.

Not blogging up the photos today yet. Maybe tomorrow.
Photobucket taking forever to upload all the pictures.
Tomorrow's a monday, and there's no school. Time to clear my room.
And complete my holiday assignments.

Before i go off... I've this last photo with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fanglian, Siewboon, Hilda, Sandra, Jieling, Huiyun, Joey, Celeste, Jingci, Cuiting.

Enjoy your line camp cuiting, and for you girlf, your dance camp.
K. Goodnight readers. :)
Xoxo.

2010-03-14T02:42:00.002+08:00

The weather forecast predict that the whole of singapore will remain cloudy till 2am...
:(

Roflmao @ iain's headphone.

2.47am nowwwwww. And i'm not in bed yet. Prolly because i took a nap after CO from 3plus to 6plus.
Late just now. :x sorry jieling!! Went lot one first, stayed there for awhile.
Iain, jieling and i then went over to jieling's house.
Love to the both of you, for listening to rant and whine. You2arethebest♥.

Went home at 12plus.
Can't wait for swiss serenade later.

No english homework for the holiday, yay.
Shall read the book i borrow earlier on. Tata.

2010-03-12T21:49:00.003+08:00

YOU SAD ANOT.

Maybe. Bugging me for more than a week already.

YOU HAPPY ANOT.

Happy. Cause today last day of the term.

YOU WORRY ANOT.

Of course. :/ I doubt you won't.

YOU TIRED ANOT.

Very. Still have cca tmr morning.

YOU VEXED ANOT.

You think leh. Common sense.

The last time i count the number of homeworks i have for the holiday was, 18.

If you're happy and you know you clap your hand. -clap-

I'm so happy, because there's so many homework.

My future boyfriend also won't love me as much as i love homeworks -.-

SIAN. I'M SO TROUBLED.

Boo.

I think i didn't do my part as a friend.

2010-03-11T21:35:00.002+08:00

I GOT 3 UNDERLINE. I GOT 3 UNDERLINE. I GOT 3 UNDERLINE.

3 underline out of 8 subjects. LOL.

I hope my SS(SEQ) paper that i do yesterday will pass. Keep my fingers cross.

Failed physics, F9!!!!! Combine humanities, have to depend on yesterday paper.

Amaths -__________- 43.

GOT MY MYE TIMETABLE.

Paper 1, SS will start the ball rolling during late april.

Had a short chat with girlfriend yesterday. I hope i will be able to boycott from the cyber world.

Restrain myself from getting online, and fully concentrate on the papers.

Didn't went school today. Fever suddenly come, so suddenly go. Need go to school tomorrow. :(

Chemistry go through covalent bonding. Physics go through wave. O:

Thanks junhong ah! And jieling, jialing. :D

My to do list today:

Organise my stuffs, do my to do list for today to do list. LOL.

Okay, that pretty sums up my day.

DADDY WENT OVERSEAS AND GOT MY STUFFS. YAY.

I'VE SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO FOR THE COMING WEEKEND. YAY.

TOMORROW THE LAST DAY OF THE TERMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. YAYYYYYY.

RANDOM123456789. K I WANT GO OFF NOW. BYE.

也许我再也看不见你的背影。

2010-03-10T23:04:00.002+08:00

I fell asleep. And mommy thought i was sick. So she went to measure my temperature.

And i was miraculously(LOL CELESTE I GOT IT CORRECT) having a fever.

YAY.

TIME TO ORGANISE MY STUFFS.

2010-03-08T20:39:00.002+08:00

I'm a solid figure.
If you are going after me, just because of your one sided juvenile thinking.
Go think of a more meticulous plan to deal with me.
Did i mention names or initials or abbreviations? Happy finding within my post.

Maybe this intellectual post of mine. People out there may not even comprehend.
Oops. Sorry, i'm just being frank.

2010-03-07T21:36:00.002+08:00

Dear diary... I'm nowhere near to feeling better.

Hi sweeties out there :)
I haven't had a proper update since... ages ago.
I've yet to complete my weekend assignments. Sian 12345.
And my laptop have been a bitch today. Dc like mad.
So i shall just briefly update everything at at go.

Random photos of the past few weeks.

Okay, yesterday. Was an awesome day (Y). Though in the morning.
My mood wasn't exactly okay. Got hyped up only in the late afternoon when i met the usuals.
Jieling came up to my house 1st. Settled her stuffs. And i went to bathe.
Went out together to meet hsiangwee. :D

Sorry sweeties. I was hooked on to something before that.
Glen came too. And we train to jurong east tgt to meet jianhao.
Went jurong point with them, and stayed there for awhile for.. some stuffs.
Bused back to lot one with them, and have our dinner at ljs.
Iain came ljs to look for us. And after which.. all came over my house. While glen went off.

Transfer over to jieling's house afterwhich because of some stuffs.
But before that, bestfriend acc me to go over to lot one to meet mommy to give her her keys :D
Met them at jieling house downstairs. :)

Didn't complete alot homeworks. Because, busy surfing the net.
Only manage to complete geography research.
Went home at ard 11plus, and reach home at 12?
Daddy and mommy pick me up from my house void deck :D

Tomorrow's a monday! Yay. I don't have monday blues. Only friday blues.
Must complete ionic bonding worksheet today. :)
Have to make a trip to bukit batok tomorrow. Drywash blazer. :( FAR.

Before i forget,
Thanks gerald.k for being such a wonderful senior for the past 2years plus.
Desipte me skipping cca for countless of times, you still motivates and advice me to go CO.
And not only being a great senior. But also, being a goodfriend that listen to me whine, procastinate, talk rubbish, complain, gossip about some xxx, and talk about hot guys. :D
But still. You owe me 3icecream, and a meal. HAHAHA. So please return to me asap!!!!! LOL.

Okay, end of my post. Shall blog again very very very very very soon.
JGJY MEETING ME DURING THE MARCH HOLIDAYS!!!!!! Anticipating.
Sian 12345. I got 4tuitions in a week. LOL.
Tuesday, a/emaths, 2hours.
Wednesday, 12.30-3.30 emaths, 3hrs.
Thursday, 12.30-3.30 amaths, 3hrs.
Friday, a/e maths, 7-9, 2hrs.

(Y)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I lost my school skirt. School pe attire. School pe shorts. Calculator. Omg imba.

2010-03-04T22:28:00.004+08:00

you're gone. officially gone from my life.
Zoom and poof.

Time for my all time favourite song!!!!!!!!
Time for my all time favourite song!!!!!!!!
Time for my all time favourite song!!!!!!!!
Time for my all time favourite song!!!!!!!!
Time for my all time favourite song!!!!!!!!
Time for my all time favourite song!!!!!!!!

I think i've got high ego. Because i hate to take the initiative. Got link?
No link also become got link. Sian 12345.
If you've been asking the reason for my emtional periond, please don't probe okay. :/

Down.

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If you're nice enough please help me hire a cab and wait outside my tuition centre at bukit batok.
I'm tired and lazy.
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MISERABLE. MISERABLE. MISERABLE. MISERABLE. MISERABLE. MISERABLE. MISERABLE. MISERABLE. MISERABLE. MISERABLE. MISERABLE. MISERABLE. MISERABLE. MISERABLE. MISERABLE. MISERABLE.MISERABLE. MISERABLE.
Similiar adversity came knocking on me once, and is getting on to me all over again.
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YOU AGGRAVATE ME THROUGH YOUR ACTIONS, BY YOUR WORDS.
Conclusion: Stop bothering me. And. Stop lingering on this tiny hope of yours that i'm would be appeased. So, go contemplate your actions and your words. -.-

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THIS POST IS MEANINGLESS.
Rants.

2010-03-03T21:47:00.003+08:00

Beginning of march, the last second week of term 1. In a week time or so, marks the beginning of a week break from school. At least, not having to wake up early in the morning every weekday. 8 weeks of school was a torture. Dead beat everyday I return home from school or tuitions. With a pile of uncompleted homeworks left on my desk. It never fails to be my daily routine.

Studying for common tests, and receiving the scripts back a few days later was … the best. My heart would totally sank deep down to the bottom. Totally turns me off.

Why doesn’t my effort pays off..? Bewildered, and left hopeless. I’ve no idea what to do. Lol. It makes me feel stupid when I study for this particular test, and I fail it. -.- At least if I didn’t study and I fail it, there’s a reason behind it right. Make sense? O:

School’s a bitch, and I hope holidays would arrive sooner. Hope this one week plus would pass like a breeze.

Chemistry test today after school outside HOD room was so screwed. The weather ‘s humid and I’ve chemistry SPA which involve Bunsen burner before that. So is the weather is … speechless. I hope I get a 18 and above.

Shall get back to my homeworks and assignments and tests.

TOMORROW’S BIO TEST2.

SIAN 123456789ABCDEFG. OBTAIN GOOD RESULTS JINGCI. PLEASE MOTIVATE YOURSELF. READ YOUR BOOK LIKE HOW YOU WATCH THE TV PROGRAM.

Stop using the laptop. And to jingci which is me: Stop your god damn attitude. -.-

Sounds retarded talking to myself. But idk why i like it.

CELESTE SAY SHE'S GOING MY SCHOOL BAND CONCERT WITH ME.

2010-02-28T02:11:00.006+08:00

OVER THE MOON.
Went ikea. Saw darling there. Bought my furniture. Ecstatic. Furnitures gonna deliver to my house by monday. Thus, need to clean my room like mad. Equals = My blog post, will be delayed. = Tomorrow need to clean room. Hence, have to complete homework today.

I'm left with emaths. compo correction. chinese.
Follow me on tumblr la walao. :(

2010-02-27T00:13:00.002+08:00

Random pictures for the week.

SCREAMS @ WEEKENDS.
I'M SO HAPPY NOW BECAUSE IS SATURDAY NOW. = WEEKENDS.
How great can that be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday means, CO practice in the morning. (Turns me off)
And studying with iain meimei and jieling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHOOPIES. I'm going ikea to buy my study table tomorrow.
I WANT A PINK TABLE!!!!!!!!!!!
Can't wait. Meeting jieling and iain tmr night. Maybe jianhao or hilda or whoever that's coming.
I've no idea.

++++++++++++++ PLUS!!
I didn't went school today. BECAUSE OF FLU, COUGH, SORETHROAT.
Yay!! So didn't went school in the morning. AND SLEPT ALL THE WAY TILL NOON.
-TWIST- WENT SCHOOL BECAUSE THERE'S FIELD TRIP TODAY.
DOUBLE YAYNESS. CAPTURE ALOT PHOTOS. UPLOADED THEM INTO MY LAPTOP ALREADY.
But have to edit them, as in rotate them. And upload to photobucket.

HOPE I CAN FINISH THEM BY THIS WEEKENDS.
BUT IN THE MEANTIME.

Is completing all my overdue yada shits homework, and sleeping time.
Can't wait for sunday.

AND I SKIP CHEM TEST TODAY. BOO.
HAVE TO GO FOR IT NEXT WEEK. BUT I ALREADY HAVE LIKE 3TESTS.
CT2 FOR THE TERMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.

Went home with cailing after tuition today.
AND GOT AFFINITY WITH CUITING. Because i saw her while alighting the mrt!!
Okay. I've no idea why i'm so high. Maybe because is a saturday.

BUT RIGHT NOW. I'VE TO SLEEP, BECAUSE I NEED TO WAKE AT 7AM TMR. O.O
Full orchestra with conductor around. Whoohoo.

FOLLOW MY TUMBLR: http://prettytakedown.tumblr.com/
-1000's xoxo-

GOODNIGHT!!

2010-02-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

SIAN. I TOMORROW GOT CHEMISTRY TEST.

A2, A2, A2, A2, A2. BYEBYE.

FLU COUGH SORETHROAT. BOOHOO.

2010-02-21T01:11:00.001+08:00

I'm 1/4 with my post. And finish uploading my photos into photobucket.
Stay tune. Meanwhile, i shall go compile up the whole list of songs i want to dwl.

Sometimes, i think my imginary boyfriend, albert the best to me.
Sighs. Night.

2010-02-21T00:39:00.002+08:00

Couples of months passed, yet things remain the same.

Tomorrow, is a monday.
Another torturous week before greeting the weekends, and the cycle goes on for another week before the march holidays.
This year CNY was quite a blast because i spend half of the 2nd and the whole of 3rd day with clique.

Shan't illustrate the whole post with words. I'm too lazy to type every detail in.
Start with yesterday's post first.

Morning, met min for breakfast. Jialing, xinzhen and jieling came.
Went school for CCA. Reached home fell alseep. Jieling came, and we headed to the saloon together.
I did my hair while she's being a real sweety. Bought bubbletea for me, and came back to accompany me.

Iain came to the salooon, and we headed home together.
They came my house, and we did homeworks. But zh, lewies, renjie and jianhao came soon after.
Brought them to another saloon to have their haircut.
Home.

Chinese new year; Day3.

Woke up early. Because clique doing house tour.
Met hsiangwee, glen, jieling, lanjia and siewboon at lot 1st.
I was late. Sorry. :/ And bused to lewies house at timah.

Reached there. Started to gamble with them.
Drank afew cans of beer, breezers and i forgot. o:
Decided to go jieling's house afterwards, so cab there.
4 people share a cab together.

Reached there and continue gambling.
Stayed there for quite a period of time before all of us decided to head for girlfriend's house.
Bused there together, and gamble again. Meimei seh till ~~ LOL.
Went over to limbang to have our late dinner, and went darling's house after tht.
Met chingle on the bus.

Stayed there till 10. And went home with jieling 1st.

Chinese new year, Day2.
Went cousin house 1st for the day. Saw beaunice. Stayed there for awhile.
Before heading out to fetch darling from the bus stop.
Went home changed, and gamble with family members, before going out to meet clique.

Lrt to iain house together. And home at i forgot what time. :)

Okay, I'm gonna end my not so long post now.
Because i've to edit my links and profile.

Bathe, and time for homeworks.

2010-02-19T23:41:00.002+08:00

If you're expecting a long and detailed post of my life, i don't think you can view it so soon.

So happy reading this wordy post i've with me.

In fact, there's actually nothing special happening among my daily life.

Basically, is just a daily routine, school, home. Or maybe tuition or cca first or something.

But nevertheless, i feel much more contented for leading a much more meaningful life right now.

Rather than slacking my time away. Sadly on another hand, i've this heartfelt feeling that i'm not doing my best out of everything.

My efforts doesn't seem to show yet. So.. Next week shall continue working hard for the rest of my subjects.

Still, spend too much effort on both maths.

Next week shall put in more effort on the 3 sciences.

Not much homework for the weekend.

Maybe a geog worksheet, English argumentative essay, Chinese project(discuss with shijia), English more than words, Amaths 10years series, 4question only. Study for Amaths test. Biology SPA paper.

Inequalities worksheet, Additional mathematics workbook, 10years series on simultaneous, 10years series on polynomials.

Is there other stuffs left? Erm maybe study chem test next week. No more.

There's CCA early in the morning. I'm so reluctant to go.

But still, see me in school tomorrow. Goodbye.

Someone, help..

2010-02-18T19:58:00.002+08:00

Why aren't my efforts showing results.

Disappointment.

2010-02-14T01:07:00.003+08:00

14thFebruary!!

Marks the valentine of the year and the start of CNY!!

Happy v.day to all the couples out there. Last long k. ^^

Before i forget. 14th of february. Also marks the 1year anni of me and my boyfriend♥.

Time flies. And right now is already our 1st year anniversary. Let's continue counting the next few anniversaries together okay. Aye i miss you staying at cck area. And we'll meet everyday or so. Lan, shopping, camwhores, bimbos, gossips.

Drifted, mainly because my school, time scheldue, and the place we stay. Far apart.

So.. Quick meet up with me, I've yet to get my hands on l4d2. :@

Candychan, 14th's.

Next,

My BFL(BestieForLife), CelesteChua♥.

You're one of the few important people that make an impact in my life.

Just because of all the little things you've made and did for me.

You made me realise the importance of everything i'm doing now. And pull me back from all those things i'm doing previously.

Changed me, and be a better person.

Xoxo.

And to everyone who've been there and for the past one year, tolerating my attitude(esp nowadays), my nonsense and yada shits. May 2010 be a better year for us.

I love my clique, which i hang out with alot now♥.

I love JGJY, who never fails to be there for me. Tc okie!

I love BB. All the nonsensical shits. Never fail to make me laugh.

I love daddy and mommy.

How can this sweeties in my life not make me feel contented? :)

Once again, enjoy your day today with your special ones. Love a plenty.

Swiss cottage chinese orchestra are gonna hold their concert this year at republic poly.

Price are @ 12dollars per ticket. Please give me face :@ Because i'm performing for the 1st time in my life.

Contact me personally if interested. :) Kthxbaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

2010-02-13T20:26:00.002+08:00

Happy valentine and CNY eve to every sweeties out there! :$

May you enjoy your day with your special someone tmr, and.. indulge yourself in the festive season! :D

Today's the day where family have their reunion dinner with their family members.

And i don't get to enjoy this. :@ Reason, because. Daddy's working. And i'm left with mommy.

Relatives either at myanmar or taiwan -__________- Had a simple steamboat with mommy earlier on.

Did some simple housework. And use laptop and laptop and laptop.

Have to update on my to-do lists over the weekend. I'm bringing homework when i go visiting during the CNY period lor. :@ How pathetic is that. :(

Anyway, before i continue..

I think i owe both glen and cuiting this for a very very long period of time already.

And that's their birthday post lor. -_______- I think owe like too long le. :@

Happy 15th belated birthday jiaobin and lesbo. :)

Aye may our clique continue to be as bonded. Thanks for being there for me in the past one year.

Xoxo's to you 2.

My html's screwed again. -________-

Let's change blogskin now. BAI!!!!!

Pictures and updates after CNY.

Everyone enjoy okie! :D

2010-02-13T00:54:00.002+08:00

WENT OUT SHOPPING TODAY WITH DARLING<3.>

Totally not enough time. Tuition start at 7pm, and dismiss from school at only 1plus.

Supposed to be dismissed at 12. But thn, CO briefing + I went HOD room do my physics makeup test. Delay, and delayed.

Then mr yoong catch my hair colour again. Say in the HOD room somemore!! Say so loud somemore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ask me dye back black by wednesday. K sian.

Candy'boyfriend coming cck tomorrrow. Welly miss her.

Jolenegoh also. :(

Shop till :D lehhhhhhhhhhhhh! Darling bought a bag, a shoe and many accessories. Yada yada.

And i bought a pink dress!!! Aiya should have bought my clip on extensions.

:@ REGRET LIAO.

I want do homework tmr.... Teacher give homework like alot only.

2010-02-11T15:29:00.002+08:00

I'm finally back for updates. Was busy till i want collapse on the floor this instant. Haven't been going home for dinner these few days either.
Monday: Advanced birthday celebration for cuiting. Went minjin's house and do scripts till 11. Cab home with hilda. Tuesday, CCA and tuition all the way to 9plus. Met hilda? And went home together. Home at 10.Wednesday, went body world with class. Great. (Y) i love the photo with my 5ladies. Home with minjin, joseph and junhong. Home at 7plus.Thursday, Finally went home early. Dismissed around 2. And home with jieling, minjin, iain and leon.
Have to go bathe at 4. Out by 4.30. Purchase my stuffs at popular. And attend both a and emaths tuition. Have 76maths questions to do for emaths tuition. But i did only 46. And on indices worksheets??? Should due last 2wks. Yet to have completed them.
This week literally suck. I've chem test on monday. Hmt test on tuesday. Emaths&Geog test on wed. Ss test today. Physics test tomorrow. My homeworks? Good question.
My school diary's full. Nice to enjoy cny. Update photos very soon i promise. Get my ass off the chair and do inequalities.
Reflection on myself: I spend too much time. Way too much on both maths. I need to score well for maths for now. Maybe i'm just too paranoid over my studies. Because everyone knows i did badly last year. Time for improvement for other subjects.
Keep my fingers cross.

2010-02-10T21:21:00.002+08:00

heh heh. sneaked in here :B

You know hor, my school hor got one kp kia , who picks on innocent students like me :/
which can piss you off .

CNY is suppose to be fun, enjoyable, orange-y etc etc. BUT some anti social, loves telling sarcastic and fucked up jokes, enlarged stomach, venting anger at innocent students (like me)
guy called down your's truely parents ?! (fyi. no valid reason :) and he don't teach me any subject) WTF right?

okkkk, i shall stop , as i wasn't suppose to brag about fucked up anti socials.

k back to the topic,
don't get so upset over ur test :x
can work harder one, take this as one of the obstacles in your pathway ;)
work harder for the next test lor, can pass with the result you want de ;D
jy in ur studies though :x

k bai~

2010-02-07T21:06:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS HAPPY DAY!!!! Because i slept 15hours :D

Didn't do much for the whole day. But went to the market with mommy and bought CNY stuffs.

Monday starting, and is gonna be a busy week ahead.

Monday, School till 5.

Tuesday, CCA and tuition.

Wednesday, going body world + going out with chee.

Thurs, tuition for both maths.

And i think i've 6-7 tests in a week.

Mygod. Chem test. God bless me. Get an a2 and my name off the remedial list.

2010-02-07T00:48:00.002+08:00

Sunday! Happy sleeping time tomorrow.

Sorry darling. Can't go out with you tomorrow.

Bye. Off to talk to others on msn. Have so much reflection about my work and attitude this wk.

Sighs. Never up to my expectation.

Sorry for throwing temper to each and every one of you out there.

2010-02-05T23:05:00.005+08:00

Is friday today. Saturday's afew hours away.

Monday, went home straight.
Tuesday, absent from school. But tuition for 4hrs plus straight for amaths.
Wednesday. I forgot.
Thurs, Stay back with clique for awhile and went for both a and emaths tuition.
Today, CCA, tuition after school.

Ah lifeless. Everyday's tuition and school. And more homeworks. And increasing number of tests.
Very tired. Going CO tomorrow morning. Going through concert pieces.
Thn, out with jieling for some blahblah stuffs. And night studying with bestfriends?

I WANT BATHE NOW.
And read book.

Cluv.

DRIFTING. SAD.
Cheerup jgjy bp<3. Happy advanced birthday danny. BITCHYYYYYY.

2010-02-03T20:58:00.001+08:00

Walao. Dinner with celeste today. I feel like slapping myself.

I've yet to prepare my script for tomorrow's debating.

And i need do colouring leh!!!!! Kp. After tht. Idk where i throw my today's chem worksheet.

For balancing eqs one kp die.

I print piano scores one leh. I want play one sia :(

Sad liao. And i borrow pink book from library leh.

I want read one leh. See la. Now cannot read liao.

Sad.

BYE.

Shit liao. I need contact orphange's wdever people blahblah. Boo.

2010-02-02T11:34:00.001+08:00

Happy 15th birthday Glen.
I'm very sorry for the delayed post!!! School, tests, homeworks. (Y)Didn't go school today. Boo. Sick. Maths tuition for 4hours later!!!! K. Bye.

I didn't go for physics test today too. Double boo.

I'm clearning ALL my homework now. And do my quadratic eqs revision.

I hate polynomials. _|_ Bai.

2010-01-28T21:29:00.002+08:00

I have like approx more than 300 mathematics sums to complete.
Seriously, is driving me crazy.

K. I've tuition again.
GG.

2010-01-26T21:41:00.003+08:00

I finally got the time to blog . NOT ~

HI HAHA .

Finally talk to you after so many thousands of years liao :D:D:D

I KNOW YOU MISS ME ALOT ^^ HAHAHAHA! CAUSE UR PM GOT WRITE !!!!

BE JEALOUS PEOPLE . HAHAHAHAHA

Who ask you la , want go 1st class then so busy with your shity school homework :X

Your school keehong or what give until so much , i sec 4 also not that much ah .

I know you very jealous . TEEHEE , i think you sec 4 = no need even on computer already :P

You already sick ah LOL must remember eat panadol ~ HAHA

I think you continue like that = stay at home for 1 week liao LOL

If i you , i confirm go commit suicide LOL .

YOU LA , SO CHICKEN STAY SO FAR FROM ME . CANNOT EVEN HELP YOU .

WANT TALK TO YOU = WAIT MILLION OF YEARS LATER AH LOL .

WAIT TILL YOU COME EAST SIDE , I'LL BE A VERY NICE PERSON TO TREAT YOU ICE-CREAM . LOL . CAUSE I CANNOT HELP YOU IN UR STUDIES MA LOL .

So ah , help you relax a little bit maybe still can . SEE I SO NICE LOL

Better sleep more and dont so stress .

TELL YOU ALL AH . DONT GO DISTURB HER I TELL YOU .

I CHOP YOU ALL INTO 9999999 PIECES AH LOL

Okay , i've done ranting at your blog HAHA .

BYE BYE [:[:[: AND I MISS YOU ALOT TOO LOLOLOLOL! .

Oh , i tell you ah . I 159CM ALREADY . SO HAPPY LOL!

JGJY HERE . PWNED ~ :D

2010-01-24T23:25:00.003+08:00

hello! your beloved here to post ^^
first,thank you help me post yesterday :B
second, tomorrow got school sia, sian right x.x
need wake me up again LOL!
sian right, weekend pass so fast!

&&

don't get too engross with homework? i only heard of engross with games?
but homework? ok nvm :x
tc k! sleep early though?
(die die also need think of me before you sleep k ! love die you le! <33)

2010-01-24T14:56:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, a great day (Y).
Woke up and heard from hilda tht chinatown experiencing a roadblock.
Thus called jieling, and we'd a change of plan.

Decided to go fareast to shop instead!!!!!
Met them at 3plus and bus to fareast. Shop there for a very very long time.
Till around 6plus went home first, because i'm meeting my bestfriends at mac at 7.30.
Bus-ed back, home to take my stuffs, and went back to lot one again.

Went library but i couldn't talk so change to mac :@.
Stayed there till ard 12plus and reach home at 12.30am. :)
Redo the whole of my geog prac 1 worksht. Because, my handwritting like shit.
And did bio. o:

K watching southpark now. I need do homework later. And going out with mommy later ^^

2010-01-22T23:41:00.003+08:00

Walao. I finally got the time to blog lor. Actually also no time. Need do the fuckedup research sia :(
My long awaited weekends finally here already.
For the whole week, one word to summarise. Study.
Esp maths, seriously very irritating. I see already also want cry.
Go school, maths. Recess maths. Aft school, maths. Before lesson, maths. Tuition, maths.
I see maths jitao sian half ok. Tak bo leh tahan please.

Monday, geog extra lesson. Tuesday cca. Wednesday, stayed back at school do homework. Thursday, homework, tuition. Today, cca + tuition.
Reached home at almost 10. Can die liao. 6.30am leave house, 10pm reach home.
Not only today also :(

Life have been pretty much boring for me nowadays.
I've always anticipate school during holidays, but now i'm thinking otherwise. :(
Lifeless. School>Home everyday.

Other than that. That's actually nothing exciting happening among my life.
Haven't even been going out. Only maybe during saturday. Study with clique.
That's all.

Maths a bitch. School teaching 'completing the square' etcs for e-maths.
'Polynomials' for amaths. And tution, teaching surds and indices.
When i finally get a grip and have a rough idea of surds. He move on to indices.
I didn't even learn the fundamental of indices, straight jump to the amaths part.
Then, 200questions of indices as homework. Including o lvl question.
Yay. Tuition homework for the weekend. ^^

Other than that. Chinese project due on thurs.
I haven't even get started on it. Going chinatown with sisters tomorrow to collate all the necessary infos and put it into a more organise and distinctive way so as to make it look more organise.

Next, I've chinese compo (as requested by llh. Have to include the infos she gave us within the stack of paper.)
And, sihan.
On top of tht, there's still a list of redundant homework to be completed over the weekend.
For example: Bio, Chem, English?? Geog. A/E MATHS.

Going night studying after project tomorrow with hilda and jianhao. Bestfriendszxc!!

Cca ended like late today. Cuiting was waiting for me at the foyer to go tuition together.
Because tuition was supposingly be held at cck. But today's extra lesson. So teacher requested to attend lesson at bukit batok.
And i've no idea where the hell was it located at :O
Have dinner with jialing, jieling and cuiting.

Went for tuition and teacher taught me polynomial.
He look through my indices wrksht. And told me to redo my first 18 out of 200 questions.
Because i skip steps. He want all the full steps. :(
Have to redo again. :@
Did my amaths homework there. One down.

Tuition end at 9pm. And went over to westmall because hilda and huiyun were waiting for me.
So went there. Was like mad late. Walk one round and train home with hilda.

So.. Actually this whole lengthy post actually briefly summarise what happen to me these few days.
Though there's still some more indept stuffs that happen recently.
But i'm too lazy to go explain and elaborate on it.

Furthermore, life's been hetic, and sleeping is important<3.

I finally figure out what's the change in you. But frankly speaking.
I pretty much don't give a shit to you right now.
Why not? Because disappointment overwhelm me.

To rly end my post. And motivate readers to come to my blog.
I'm squeezing out time to change my blogskin.
But most prolly not to be done so soon. Because you know...

Homeworks.

2010-01-21T19:39:00.002+08:00

Omg. I got 200 surds questions to complete.
Omg. My homeworks.
Omg. I hate school.

2010-01-20T21:05:00.002+08:00

I'll update asap.
My sec3 life, not fun at all :(
Forever, the homeworks keep piling up.

I promise. Updates soon.
Tuition tomorrow. O:

2010-01-20T00:07:00.002+08:00

hi all!
hais why you so busy with workkkkkkkkkkk!
& spend less time with me :x
jy do homework dearest!
Remember, sleep that time, die die think of me :D
k bai~

♥yiwei

2010-01-17T01:29:00.002+08:00

Apologies to all.
Worse, sorry jieling for pulling you down the water.

Next. I badly need a listening ear.
Bb's sleeping. Jolene's sleeping. Celeste sleeping.

Back for updates soon. Enough of troubles today.

2010-01-15T23:56:00.004+08:00

I want to sleep badly. Have been staying back in school for the past few days.
And alas, there's something that looks more presentable today. :)
Glad. Spend alot effort on the class's noticeboard.

Reached home no earlier than 7pm everyday. With an amount of homework, is a no doubt question that i've been sleeping late at night everyday.
Yesterday was a fucking tedious day i swear. I've amaths lesson for 2hr15mins.
I spend my recess time on amaths, i stayed back after school for amaths.
I went tuition after school for amaths once again.
Literally, killed my brain cells.

Went dinner with mommy after tuition.
Bought my stuffs and my hair dye - ash brown.
Mommy gave me help on tht, and my hair colour is more even now as compared to my previou's one.

Maths teacher this year was overall better than miss tay. So my interest for maths is going up again.
At least, is a piece of happy news. I've geog consultation on monday. o:
Not going CO tomorrow. I will probably die already.
So, same routine every saturday to go studying with jieling'boyfriend and hilda'shity tmr.
And idk who the fuck is coming.

Whatever. My weekends are filled with both a and e maths. Tada.
Before i continue, i think i should get some sleep.
I'm depriving some of that.

(JoleneGoh came back from her camp today.
SHE CALL ME LIAO LEH.

12.18am. JGJY, Morning wake up.
Straight call me. Please call till i wake.
I've something urgent to tell you. Important.
Eh. LOL. Don't call at 7am hor. LOL. I think 7am you call 20times i also still sleeping.
CALL ME AFT 9AM. URGENT LEH :@
I think i go mia dig hole stay thr 10years still feel xiasuay.
Kthxbai.)

2010-01-15T00:05:00.000+08:00

And then maybe, today was another bad day.

2010-01-13T22:42:00.002+08:00

Have been reaching home late since monday.
Tomorrow's timetable finally day8. 2more, thn sat! :)
Saturday's, cca and usual study routine with jieling @ lot. o:

Tmr's thursday. And i've my weekly a-maths tuition.
Amaths lesson for 2hr15mins tomorrow. And on top of tht, i still have my tuition.
That's prolly 3hr45mins of amaths tomorow. See the figures and sums till i want cry.
Have been trying my best to understand all the laws shits stuffs. But, i still can't get the answer right. :@
Even stayed back during recess time, and approach junhong for help. Thn he cannot do also :@

Walan. I do till i no more brain cells liao.
Then jgjy lor. Kp she tmr fly dk which country go camp. I got things tell her leh!!

Stayed back aft school and did this again. LOL. SO KEAI RIGHT. LOL.
Did till like 6.45pm :@. Thn the gates alr close. LOL. Heng right the uncle help us open again.
If not, gg.

I very unhappy today. :(

Called bb in school but idk wd he talking and he dk wd i talking. LOL.
I said msg but in the end i forgot, and i fell asleep on the table. ^^
Thn see lor. Never reply lor. Thn i very irritated lor. Because my inbox full again lor.
So idw reply msg lor. LOL. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Nevermind, still thanks to him fr hearing me out though. And taking the initiative to meet me. ^^
I go zidong change yr links again. Rofl.

Went dinner with rhia, minjin and lanjia. :D
Train home with them, and reach home at i forgot wd time. LOL.
Aiya kp i today want sleep early. :@

I NEVER DO A AND EMATHS. HOW?!?!?!?
I NEVER DO A AND EMATHS. HOW?!?!?!?
I NEVER DO A AND EMATHS. HOW?!?!?!?
I NEVER DO A AND EMATHS. HOW?!?!?!?
I NEVER DO A AND EMATHS. HOW?!?!?!?
:@ K. Edit bb's post thn i shall sleep.

I TIRED TILL I DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING ANYMORE. :(
I want go shopping and cut hair leh :@.

2010-01-11T22:09:00.002+08:00

Hi bb! your handsome bb here to post ;x
lol ! ok la what is it between clique conflicts, zz
don't get one middle man and both side push th blame at th middle man,
next time try being th middle man and you know how it feels la k,
small matter also not like that make until big matter one ma zz,
just settle with one ring above ur heads , better than quarreling right ?
zzzzz
k la bb ah, don't say i not good la, i help u by linking myself k ;x
and sleep early luhs , ;x jy wake me up within 3 calls xD
don't stress yourself too much uhs!
stress later white hair need go buy dye again ;x
;x

kk byebye bb! ;x

2010-01-11T21:30:00.002+08:00

Eh laoqiang! Congrats fr expecting better results in yr o lvl :D

Stayed back in school today. And went to witness the taking of o lvl result.
o: Afterwhich, went back class for the noticeboard thing.
Cut paste, draw. Do till 6plus. Cleaner come chase us away. LOL.
Went shakery, have our dinner while rhia went back 1st.
Left minjin, lanjia and hilda. Talk and walk to the mrt at 7plus.

Lot one to purchase another whole lot of noticeboard stuffs.
And home. Reached home @ 8plus. I'm tired. Bye.

I don't like this leh. You try putting yourself in my shoes.

2010-01-10T22:57:00.001+08:00

School tomorrow! Staying back. o:
Went out with lanjia, rhia, hilda today to jurong.

And going school with sandra'sist tomorrow.
Bai. I hate homeworks.

2010-01-09T22:29:00.003+08:00

Today is a saturday, and i wake up for cca early in the morning.
Today still a bad day, still an unhappy day today.
Change my blogskin today, because my ex-blogskin bery irritating.

Went to do homework with jieling today.
And bought books home.

Thanks for all the cheerups msges. Thanks sweet.
Shall go off for now. Watch tv. Goodbye, xoxo.

2010-01-08T22:42:00.003+08:00

DEAR DIARY.
I've been a unhappy kid these few days.

I hate amaths, but i love amaths.
I hate those uncertainty in life.
I hate myself for not being about to predict in the future.
I hate myself for not being able to help.
I hate myself for always regretting things after losing them.
I hate myself for not being to control my emotions better.
I hate myself for the flaws i've.

I wish i could be a better person.
I wish i could stop my habit of not cherishing things at first, though is not the first time.

I feel like sleeping my day away.
I feel like getting :) back.
I feel like i'm an idiot because, my mp4 spoil.
I feel like i'm stupid because i still dk amaths.
I feel like i'm not playing my part of being a good daughter.
I feel like i suck in everything.

I want to sleep my day away.
I want to become a smarter person.
I want to stop procrastinating.

This is disastrous. And i miss your hugs.
I hope you see this. Because i mean it.

With loves, jingci. xoxo.

2010-01-07T20:34:00.002+08:00

Laptop's fixed! :)
Sorry for the lack of updates. Because my laptop was down!

I'm so happy because my laptop back. Very busy recently with my new secondary3 life. :(
I hate it very much :(
Out of the 10cycle timetable, 7days got mr yoong's class. LOL. So need pin up hair. HAHA.
Yay, hmt tchr, LLH. Jealous bo.

Actually, i miss 2E4'09 like mad still.
Please lor. Who doesn't. 3E1 quiet till LOL. But, actually, i think is getting better.
Every morning, usual routine, go jieling's class, 4th storey, my class, then go down 3e2, then go 3e3. So cute!! ^^
Clique's there, and went home with jieling etc everyday. :)
Home straight everyday. Have been a goodgirl recently.

Recess, have been going with lanjia, rhia, hilda and minjin. If not, stay in class and talk cock with junhong. LOL.
So afterall, i think is okay? :)

Start my amaths tuition teacher. Disaster. Meeting yehlin this coming weekend i suppose.
Or i shall go jieling's house. Because emaths learning matrices, but amaths learning indices.
Then you know i abit.. slow. LOL.
Have alot to do this coming weekend. Alot notes and stuffs to be done.

Before that, i shall get started on chem. Goodbye.
I'll update this weekend.

Withlove,
Jingci, xoxo.

2009-12-30T13:35:00.001+08:00

Going out to meet jieling'boyfriend now!
Okay. Blog when back okay. I love yehlin's phone!!!
Shall go out and buy my new phone and bling jieling's phone now. Goodbye!

2009-12-28T05:31:00.002+08:00

Wtf, this is damn chio ok. (Picture credit: Jk)

Sorry for not being updating regularly! Have beeen mad chionging my drama these few days. :D
If i'm not watching the tv, i'm out, so yeap!
I'll update asap leh. Really. I promise okay! :)
But then.. i think i'm going out later.

I've been staying up the whole night watching drama. And i stayed up till 7am plus today. :O
Okay. Shall complete ep 11 already. So i shoud turn in!

Changed skin! Pretty? :)
Okehz. I'm waiting for bestboy's msg. :(
Okay. Sorry if i don't reply/pick your call at the later time of the day!
Because i would most probably be sleeping :D

Goodnight.

2009-12-27T22:04:00.001+08:00

I'm hungry.
And i'm watching tv. So bye!
I blog later, and update links and change blogskin. :)

2009-12-25T16:07:00.002+08:00

Is the 25th today!
Shall go out and meet jieling, xinzhen and weizhan? At lot.
And meet my cousin later. To amk. :o

Bye! ^^

2009-12-25T03:51:00.003+08:00

A happy merry x'mas to everyone out there!
Best wishes from me. :D

I love today! And 24th of december. :)
I love being in the christmas celebration/mood because in this joyous occasion, everyone can't help but to feel happy. :D
And! Everyone feels so carefree!!!!!

I LOVE 24TH! Because i celebrate it with my girls.
And needless to say. I enjoy myself!!!!! Though we don't spend it at orchard like how others do.
And i think is kind of stupid to go there on the 25th itself. Because everyone will be squeezing one another. And talk about weather. You probably die from the heat, unless is raining.
So i just had a simple meal with my girls. And we bought log cake, we play, we exchange gifts.
Afterall christmas is out giving and taking. (LOL)

To summarise myself, because is 4.05am now, and i really feel like sleeping.
This year have been a great year for me. (Y) I've grown and matured through all the events and activities going around my life.
And i hope next year will be a better year.
(I REALLY HOPE I CAN EXCEL IN MY STUDIES :@)

OKAY. THANKS FOR THE WISHES/GIFTS FROM ALL THE KIND SOULS OUT THERE!
I appreciate it alot, xoxo. ^^
And from here, i should say a goodnight to y'guys!

Bye! And enjoy yrself at the later part of the dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :D

Thanks for giving in to me. Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox.
Plenty of hearts.

/SIGH! My aiai very cute :( Cause her blog link in the middle suddenly got one heart for me :(
Are you jealous. Please be jealous. Teehee. I love you aiai. ^^

2009-12-23T23:29:00.001+08:00

24hr and 27mins more to christmas, and i can't wait!
I shall stay up the night today, to do what y'know.
To write love letters for the sweeties i'm meeting tmr.
Celebration tomorrow might not be the best one, but is gonna be a blast.

Xoxo.

2009-12-21T16:58:00.002+08:00

I'm drifted from the cyber world because i don't online as much!
Did you realise?!?! Even jgjy says i did lor! I'm so happy. Improvement!!!
Maybe is celeste's after effect on me. She's changing me gradually y'know!

Idk wd i did for the past few days la. LOL. I forgot. But i know aiai saw me ytd :@.
And i missed her! Aw. I suck. :(

Anyway...
Yehlin's back!! And i'm dating her out to our fav kopitiam tmr aft my cca to have dinner tgt! ^^
Yay! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ her very much!! :O
I left alot homeworks sia. T.T The chinese homework is mad one please. o:
26 stories leh nabeh. How to do sia.

I want go do my homework liao leh. I think my handwritting very neat so i like cannot is it?! LOL.
I later want go out with mummy leh. LOL. She want return my fines for me ok. Jealous anot. LOL.
I want buy new white study table liao leh! Happy. :D

OK. BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-19T21:22:00.003+08:00

Walao. My lappy really sibei irritating sia. Got virus :@.
I sign in msn liao hor. The lappy will ask me restart again. Fucking irritating sia.
Nabeh, Need restart again i go send it fr repair liao. Sibei irritating sia -.-

Today marks the 19th of December, so from here i wish daddy and mummy a happy birthday. :D
I'll love you 2 like i always do. And hopefully, i'll stop being such a rebellious girl. And achieve better results in studies. I'll be your 2 goodgirl from now onwards. And stop going out so often. And go tuition, school and maybe wake up for saturday cca. :)

Okay. Celeste came over my house to stay tht day! Which i forgot wd's the day already.
It was the most awesome sleepover i ever had with her :D
Cause y'know what. She force me not to sleep and made me do my holiday homework till like 6am ok. She suck. LOL. Maybe not. Because she influenced me to study hard. :)

And the whole process was so teidous! :( I almost fell asleep like 10times ok. LOL.
But still, we did alot stupid stuffs like camwhoring, singing, change clothes (LOL).
And the camwhore is very very unglam :@.
Walao. Then i suggest go mac do homework. She agree. And i was too lazy to get off the chair, so i keep reject LOL. And yay it rain. Heaven's on my side leh celeste. LOL. ^^
Urghs, finally relented when the time is around 6am?
AIYA SOMEWHERE THERE LA. FORGET LIAO.

Okay. So the whole sleepover thing goes like this:
She came my house early in the morning, as early as 1pm. And i haven't wake. :@
Then we kinda slack around the house. And obviously, i forgot wd we did! LOL.
Okay, then i think we went lot one, and went to collect my specs. Heidous.
Then we came home, and we.. camwhore? LOL. Yea we did. Mad camwhore for like 200+ but i'm too lazy to upload them all.
After which, we went to start on our homework. All the way till 6am.
And there's sidetrack. Common sense right. LOL.

Okay. That's for day 1. LOL.
Went to mac, and have my hot cakes. I'm so sweet, so i share one of my hotcakes with her leh!
LOL. Then we went for a walk tgt. On the way, gossip like mad!!!!! Walk to bpghs, and went back home!
Tired till we went to sleep. Set like 3 alarm. Though one is human alarm. LOL.
Because we going out in the afternoon. Sighs. See la. The whole day i was complaining like mad tht i'm tired.

So i spend rest of the day at the movies, located at wlds, causeway. That's all.

Okay. So the rest i'm too lazy to blog out.
IS 20TH OF DECEMBER NOW.
SO THAT MEANS YEHLIN RETURNING TODAY FROM AUST.
I miss her like mad. So yehlin see this and contact me first. Though i already msged you. LOL.
Okay. So come back and let's camwhore on the webcam again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love my family alot!
Though they shout and rant at me like frever. But they are there for me through the darkest storms.

Okay.. And in case you're wondering what the fuck i did for celeste advance christmas present..
I did this!
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And lastly before i forget.
Jiayou candy'boyfriend fr the competition tmr. I'm behind you all the way.
So please do chain when you see my face. <3.>

2009-12-18T05:59:00.002+08:00

CelesteChua蔡诗蕾<3.

Yay is 6.01am now. And i finish my maths, and english homeworks.
Thanks to celeste! I'm so mad tired now. But if i sleep, i can't wake up later.

Going out with celeste and yea you know who. LOL. ^^
Shall go write my essay about isolation now, and head to mac later. :)

GOODBYE!

2009-12-17T05:07:00.002+08:00

GOODNIGHT!
I'm off to sleep, 5.07am okay. ^^

Celestechua<3. See you when i wake up.
Sms jieling'boyfriend goodnight msg then i go sleep liao. LOL.
BYE!

LOL. TIME TO DO.... SELF REFLECTION!

2009-12-13T22:28:00.005+08:00

I'm back from chalet, rest 1day, and off to CO camp '09!

Sorry, didn't get to update earlier like yesterday or today morning.
Because i slept for 20hours straight, and people keep talking to me on msn!!!!
And! I edit and resize them first. If not i wait for photobucket to resize i can die alr.
And there's alot of photo!!! Really. Like for chalet and camp.

Okay. Overall both CO camp and chalet i enjoy myself alot. :)
So yeap, look forward towards more chalet, and next year camp :D
Okay, shall not talk cock already. LOL. If not my post very lengthy.
Already long enough liao!!!!!!!!!!!

Chalet, with clique. :B
Okay started the day waking up damn early.
But didn't went for the chalet straight, but instead acc my daddy and mummy to go SGH.
Spend almost half of my day there. Headed home aftwards and play with daddy's phone.
And prepared and headed off to meet others. Mommy ask me bring some idk what is tht go.
And is so heavy!!

I rushed everyone!!!! Because we met alr quite late? Ard 5 or 4 ah. I forgot.
And the journey so long please. I cry. :( LOL.
Reach alr still need bus there!!!!! Irritating only sia.
Okay, enough of rubbish. I just post pictures ok. ^^

I got help bbq one ok. But hor.. aft tht i go take pictures. LOL.
Cannot blame wd! I so nice help them capture down memories. :(
Sighs, Best=me alr!

And i started to ask everyone to camwhore with me!
Yay. Almost everyone did. Except chingle la. Kp as usual one.
Group photo also no take. Irritating hor?!

Halfway through the chalet. Me and lanjia'darling went to the nearby store to have our greentea!
And end up camwhoring. :D:D

Okay. So that marks the end of all the camwhorings!
We decided to go home afterwards, because is getting late.
But.. In the end. No mrt liao. Late by 4mins. Urghs no choice. Can't walk home. LOL.
So bobian, we've to cab home.
Me, glen, lanjia one cab, cause we cck tht area.
While, Zh, Cl, Hsiang wee share another cab.

Reached home @ around 12. Fruitful day with my cliques :D

Okay, next day was nothing much. Work and met mummy afterwards.
Walao, i quit my job liao. LOL. Bobian you know!!! I daunted by the rituals, the weird people, the stalkers, the dogs, the cats, the abandon houses. And the list goes on.

Okay camp was the next day! :D
Met with jieling boyfriend early in the morning and minjin came with us to have our breakfast together. ^^
Saw camille and xiaowei beside us, and hence we've our brkfast tgt.
Headed to school and saw jialing and xinzhen so we went to school together :D

Day1.
I forgot what we exactly did, but I remembered have sectionals, and maybe.. some sectionals game.
MrPoh came, and he say i keep pon saturday. LOL.
T.T Night, i forgot wd we did la. LOL. But i remember, i went around the school camwhoring with my girls! ^^

And jieling, xinzhen, jialing, minjin and nicole were being sweeties ^^.
Because i'm not from plucking strings and they were so they came and find me during sectional games.
Anyway throughout these 3d2ns, they were the one tht make the whole camp more alive lor!

They came awhile and left. Because david andrew chase them off. LOL.
.... Continue on with our sectional games, and have free time afterwards!
So went around finding the rest. And i forgot what we did. o:
Maybe debrief and went to bathe of smthing. AIYA I FORGOT LA.

And nicole, minjin and xinzhen came my room to sleep for the day!
Together with the percussion. ^^ At night sibei cold please. LOL.
Then jialing came my room at 4.30am. LOL. Siao. So random. LOL.

Day2!
Day 2 was like mad. I want sleep ok. So tired.
Sectionals! And have the idk wd with baliester idk how spell again hill secondary. :D
Okay, not bad. o: Alot sectionals la. LOL.
Dazu for an hour, keep play mandala. LOL. Crazy.

IME and POP afterwards.
And IME was great (Y). Though i almost fell asleep. Contradicting.

Afterwards was POP straight. And seniors came back!!!!
Saw genesis and wenqiang. Happy ^^.
And ate, and slack. And i forgot what we did afterwards.
Maybe, night game? O:

Seniors came back and played the SYF songs, both set piece and choosen piece.
And off we went to bathe.. and sleep i think.
The guys suck ok. Spoil my night. LOL.
But jieling, minjin, xinzhen, jialing and nicole came my room to sleep again!!!!

Minjin keep give me face ok. LOL. HAHAHAHAHA.
Okay. So....

THAT MARKS THE END OF CO CAMP 2009! ^^

Okay! I finally finish blogging up all the pictures already :D
Sorry for the very late post. I suppose most have already finish theirs already.
MAKE ME FEEL INFERIOR ONLY SIA!!

Daddy off day today. So went out with them..
AND I TREAT THEM DINNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So filial hor me ^^. Then went lot1 to meet james.
And he like 30 mins earlier. Make me guilty only. LOL.

Shit sia you. LOL. So went for movie with him - newmoon.
And he suck ok. Never read fairytale. Sighs.
And home at 10.30.. BECAUSE OF MY CURFEW!

I GOT CCA TOMORROW. AND I'M GOING!
Okay. Shall off my laptop soon. And go text jieling'boyfriend. LOL.
I should have msg her like an hour ago. But i'm blogging. LOL.
So BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE!

Goodnights(:

2009-12-09T02:03:00.002+08:00

(Y)!!!!!!!!!!!!

Went SGH early in the morning. Home, change and went back home to change before meeting lanjia and co.
Met them @ 5. And train to pasir ris for the chalet. Reached there.
And obviously, have fun ^^.

Fun until when we take the bus back to the inter, last train no more liao :(
So me, lanjia and glen share a cab and cab back to cck.
While chingle, zhenghong and hsiangwee cab back home. ^^

Everyone reach home @ approx, 12plus. :D
Ok. Post pictures up real soon, i'm tired now.
And i'm going to sleep, because i'm meeting jieling'boyfriend early in the morning.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

2009-12-08T03:40:00.002+08:00

Yay! My fringe grew longer.

I'm heading.. the SGH later. And depending on what time i'll be back.
If i'm early, i'll head for cca. If i'm not. Then maybe, change and meet glen and co to go for the chalet.
Idk if i'm going anot :( Depend on later itself.
Okay. Bon voyage daren. Go korea tht time please be careful. Later yr pee become ice!
HAHAHAHA. Ok.

GOODNIGHT!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-07T02:29:00.002+08:00

SIGH. MY FRINGE LOOKS LIKE SHIT :(
Sighs, the more i say. The worse i feel. The worst haircut i've ever had.
Gonna pin pin pin. Till my fringe reaches my eye. Meantime... I'm not gonna camwhore. LOL.
Cause it looks like shit. Sad + Irritated.

Anyway. Steamboat today with GHT was (Y).
And they left my house @ around 10plus. Aiya i don't want go out liao.
My fringe like shit. Ok. So stop jioing me out. Me want zibi @ home and y8! LOL.

Ok. I go y8 play my cooking games now. Byebye. LOL.

2009-12-06T14:50:00.003+08:00

2years ago.. I took my PSLE.
And we were suppose to choose our sec school.
Couldn't clearly remember the choice i put.
But my twin sister/boyfriend, MirabelleVeralyn was being a bimbo LOL.

And she put,
RI, RAFFLES INSTITUTION AS ONE OF HER CHOICE.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH. MAD.
Walao. Crazy anot?! Siao 1. LOL.

2009-12-05T01:33:00.002+08:00

TIRED.
Me luv teamming with minjin<3. Ok. Scary encounter though.
Okay. Nights.

MY LAPTOP DIED ON ME JUST NOW :(

2009-12-04T00:11:00.002+08:00

我give flyer 到要死liao :(

You know anot! I very tired. And my legs very sore. And i want go sleep asap.
Kp ok. Yishun tht estate from mrt to the market there very scary + interesting.
Interesting because got some hor. Cck cannot see 1. LOL.
Did 21 blocks today! And met alot of unusual kind of housings.

From houses being abandon. To houses being summon for court.
Then to houses who owe loan sharks money, having vandalism throughout the level, and spray paint at the door.
Then to houses who plant plants so many plants outside their door that i've difficulty stuffing the leaflet at the door.
Sighs. Many thanks to jieling'boyfriend for being so accomodating. She compromise and put up with every shits and whines that i threw over there. HAHAHA.
Because. I'm scared of houses with loansharks' vandalism, dogs, cats, ritual houses, etcs.
And all i have to do is just to shout her name, and she would come over to my side and accompany me throughout the rest of the flats.

Well. Some of them are rather or infact too challenging and scary. So both jieling and i skip some of it. :(
Dogs barking like crazy ok!!! Okay.
Well end off our job at around 7. Woke very early today.
You know how early anot?! Before 7.30am leh! On my own ok!!!!!!!!!
How long never see before i so good alr? :D

Then i sat at the bench till very late. Because my leg so sore :(
You know anot?! I do till want cry liao. Hard work leh!!!
Tomorrow working again. Minjin gonna pei me tmr leh. Sucha sweetie.
Sigh glen you being a retard to turn me down you good. I make sure i laugh more when you have your next haircut. Till you ps to come out. HAHA.
K. I very tired. Sorry me no reply sms. Sorreh ok.

K NIGHT. BYEBYE. :D

2009-12-02T03:08:00.002+08:00

I heard yr voice penetrated my sleep.

I'm back to blogger, aft mia for approx 4days? :O
Hasn't been doing much recently. Places i visit these few days were:
My primary school!!!!!!! (take psle results only. Rofl)
Hair saloon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (terrible haircut. Screwed up my fringe like mad.)
Clinic!!!!!!! (Irritating flu :@. Went and took like the wrong antibiotics. Was feeling worse yesterday.)
Ps!!!!! (Report some case, and supposingly i was suppose to call the io today. But he's not ard.)

And... School, for cca!
Went for CO today :D Got concert piece. So i'm going for intensive training camp, most prolly.
So recently was a bore :( I was suppose to sleep early. Because i'm still sick.
Okay. Shall update blogger again soon. Like tmr? :)

Meeting yehlin later!!! Missher2damax.
Celeste'bestie'bitch, coming back 2day!
Hsiangwee'copycat and Jianhao'noob coming back later!
Iain'meimei coming back on friday(news from glen). LOL.

Yay, outings soon<3.

2009-11-27T03:49:00.004+08:00

BACK SOON.
Busy these few days with my personal stuffs, i can't reveal much here.
But rly thanks to those out there that sincerely help me as much as possible.

I know is irritating to listen me questioning y'guys again and again, but thanks to all these small little efforts contributed by y'guys.
Indeed, is very very helpful to me. So yeap. Hopefully, things turn out well later :)

A.Siewboon girlf, sorry to have spoil yr holiday mood. But upon seeing this, please do contact my phone asap. I've things to tell you, urgently.

Feeling guilty towards jolene and co. Her sister, deborah and juexin?
Sorry to have drag this thing down. Okay.
Can't help but to worry.

And. My no1 most lovable person. Is great to have someone to talk to at this hour. :D